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xie_xie_xie ([personal profile] xie_xie_xie) wrote2006-11-20 10:14 am
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Mmmmm

Still looking for true love, our Sunshine. Doesn't seem to be finding it. Stubborn enough to keep looking, that's Justin all over, but I think our little family have all been surprised how fast he dumps one and moves on to the next. After all, I was supposed to be the one with the commitment problem, right? Which is pretty fucking funny, since he was my first, my only, and will certainly be my last. -JustVisiting, "A Matter of Time"
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Justin was staring at him and saw that there were tears in his eyes. He wanted to change the topic but he couldn’t. He had to say this. “Do me a favor?”

Brian nodded.

“If I don’t. Seriously. If something goes wrong. I need you to do this again.”

“Do what?”

“This. Love. Let someone love you.”

“Fuck you.”

“I mean it Brian.”

“So do I. Fuck you.”

“But if I’m not here.”

“Then that’s it, but you keep talking like this and I’m calling the whole fucking thing off. I’ll see you in a couple of hours. You don’t believe that, they’re not even allowed to start.”

“I know. I’ll be fine. I know that. I just need to hear you promise.”

“Then we’re going home now.”

“Brian.”

”I’m not gonna start lying to you now. You want me to promise I’ll put myself through this again. Bullshit. Once. You. So I’ll see you in a couple of hours.”

“Okay.”

“Justin.”

“Yeah?”

“I do love you. Can’t love anyone else. Don’t ask me to.” -Vamphile, "Keeping it Together"

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The responsibility we bear to each other is overwhelming. I don't think Brian and I are like regular people. I don't think we love each other like regular people do. Maybe I shouldn't say shit like that, but that's what I think.

Okay, I know I'm not the most experienced guy in the world, and Brian's more of a virgin than I am when it comes to being with someone--being with one someone. But I have Ethan to go by, and I see how other people are, and I just, sort of, know it's true. Ethan and I had regular, every-day kind of love. It was nice and steady and, God, unbelievably comforting, but it wasn't life and death. It wasn't all-consuming. We weren't something totally different and totally better for being with one another. Brian and I become something different for being together, we're so much more who we're supposed to be when we're together than when we're on our own. - Myrna, "If You Needed Me"

[identity profile] intensefemme.livejournal.com 2006-11-22 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Name Your Wish"

I have it on my HD, but have NEVER read it.

OMG.
It's like it is Christmas!!

Thank you.... of to read.

Will we see each other in Manhatten?

[identity profile] paddies.livejournal.com 2006-11-22 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
I have it on my HD, but have NEVER read it.

OMG read it asap! Also, you must read JV's post 314 series "And Every Morning After"... so so so so so good. *happy sigh*

Will we see each other in Manhattan?

Absolutely. *nods*

[identity profile] intensefemme.livejournal.com 2006-11-24 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
OK, I will read ASAP.

I got sucked into Myrna's Tumor fic since Xie's post a few days ago.
I had only read it once before- and am loving it again....

"Your ass, your ass, your ass, shrimp scampi, your ass"

Do you remember that line?
It kills me. She has such funny moments, and then the most insightful and tender moments too.

Thanks for the JV recs. You're awesome!!!!