He scrolled aimlessly through the panels. “This is all highly metaphorical, isn’t it? Michael must be very proud.”

“It’s a comic book.”

He snorted. “Rage has to risk losing everything, even his own life, and JT and Zephyr’s lives, on a hunch.”

Hehehehe, I’m sorry, I’m sure this means something even more metaphorical than I think it does but it just tickles me on several levels.

There wasn’t really anything Justin could have said to me that would have changed how I felt. There was still something simultaneously icy and hot inside my chest when I thought about the last year. I still didn’t really understand why he’d come back. And I felt that way even though I knew, really knew, that Justin loved me.

Then I thought about his paintings, and the table in his studio spread with drawings of Rage, and the corner with his computer and his music, and his fucking cell phone he seemed permanently unable to remember to leave on, and I thought, maybe I don’t need to understand it.

Speaking of emotional GUH! I just want to requote it. there wasn’t really anything Justin could have said to me that would have changed how I felt. I know he’s talking about the insecurity, or unsurity of why Justin moved back but then again… I think just generally, that’s one of the issues they’re dealing with. That Brian’s general negative outlook (even though his behavior is contrary to what he says) is not something Justin can change… nor is his love for Justin something that could be changed by words.

I turned my lips in, and took a breath. I waited for my throat to relax and let some words out. “You really don’t suck even a little.”

He laughed. “You are such a complete asshole. You’re lucky I love you and am addicted to your dick, or I’d make you sleep out on the terrace, in the snow.”

MY boys are adorable????

Your boys are perfect and I love them and love you.

I didn’t quote the sex scene. Let me just say this about it. OMFG YOU PERV!

Seriously, Brian gagging Justin, which you know, I’m sure he want’s to do more often out of bed than in, but then licking Justin’s upper lip and then lower lip…GUH. Brian spanking Justin, Brian fucking Justin with a dildo and knowing Justin’s body so well, and just them being that intimate and close and then curling up together.

I can’t express my love for you enough.

This is that thing where I need to break laws of physics to love you more, and so the gravity is no longer a given and Jupiter doesn’t align with Mars and the molecular structure of a few major and important elements might have changed but it’s all worth it because I am now able to love you more.