I see you quoted my favorite part of KIT. I love that passage, love it!

Each one of these makes me ache. I mean, can you imagine loving someone like that? Good lord, how would you get through your day? No wonder they're such a mess.

I don't think Brian and I are like regular people. I don't think we love each other like regular people do.

That pretty much says it all. Not like regular people. Cause when you think about it...okay, let's take another example. When Dr Dave and Brian were having it out about Michael, it occurred to me that what Dave says can easily apply to Brian and Justin.

"You're everything he thinks about, everything he knows."

Sounds about right.

We always say that Brian was so totally fucked when it comes to Justin, but why? It's simple. Brian had a plan. Justin wrecked that plan seven ways to Sunday, and now, Brian has to consider that he can't go through life without loving someone romantically as he convinced himself long ago. He constructed his life so that no one would ever be able to do that to him. Hence the one-fuck-only, no-names-exchanged policy.

He says this, and what does he do? Ask Justin what his name is, lets him stay overnight, as opposed to passing out after fucking, which is how the other tricks end up there the next morning, and then...fucks Justin again. And again. I think it's safe to say that Brian knew inside that he couldn't resist the idea of someone loving him like that. Not even Michael did, no matter what Michael thought. Michael's love was part teenage crush and part hero-worship. Justin...just fell in love. He saw the man behind the mask, and loved him anyway.

K, SUN