If I quoted each and every part I liked I would have cut and pasted the entire fucking chapter. Sooo goddamned good.

This:
and he came sneaking in the kitchen door two days before Christmas, with a big smile on his face hiding his completely black and devious heart. All tied up with a big bow of sex and not talking about stuff, just what I’d always wanted. Thanks a whole fucking lot, Santa.
just snarky and perfect and gaaah, black and devious heart… sooo Justin…

And thinking, wasn’t I supposed to be the complicated one?
people forget how complicated Justin can be when they’re not paying attention… I love that about him…

and this little bit of schmoopy adorable b/j interaction just left me a stupid squeeing fangirl.
“Hey.”

He licked his lips and actually managed to get a word out. “Hey.”

“Meet me at the loft for lunch?”

A blue eye looked at me speculatively. “Will there be food or should I eat first?”

I grinned at him. “Eat first.” He gave me half a smooshed up smile and pulled the blankets over his head. I left him there to asphyxiate himself and went to work.


***

“Well, you should.”

“Yeah, you say that until there’s something in my life you don’t approve of and then you totally forget you ever said it.”
this is so goddamned true. So very very true. So… I have no words.


My desire to protect him could sometimes overwhelm everything else. And I knew he’d hate to hear that, even while he was burrowing into me like I was the last safe place on earth.

awwwww, and again with that truthiness you do so well. Just a beautiful image and thought.



LOL
He must have been hungry, because a little later I felt him nibbling on my arm where it was lying across his mouth.

and LOL again… nothing is ever easy with them…I love that.

He yawned. He kissed me. He went back to bed. That was easy. I was sure I’d pay for it later.

GAAAH… THANK YOU!!!!
There are never only two choices. There are two choices, and then there’s everything between them.

GUUUH THANK YOU!!!!
and he brought both our hands down to the head of the guy blowing him. He left mine there, his resting on my forearms, letting me guide the guy’s head.


And now I’m laughing again.
I got my laptop and looked online for a recipe that had no fat, carbohydrates, or calories, and finally gave up and decided just to make something good and then lie to Brian about the nutritional composition of dinner.

You do Ted well… and Brian, and Justin. dammit I loved this. The whole Brian/Ted ineraction, the fact that Justin can’t say no to his mother AND Debbie. The fact that Brian’s bored so he gets wasted and then painfully ridiculously ungracefully honest.
“Brian, are you fucking insane? Why?”

“What part of fucking Justin in the ass without a condom do you not understand?”

Ted sighed. “Brian, you need to talk this over with Justin. Later, you know, like tomorrow, when the blood levels in your alcohol have risen.”

“You know something, Theodore?” He just looked at me.

“I am So. Totally. Fucked.”

“I won’t tell anyone.”



OMFG… I just… I just… I have no words…it’s because you’re using all the good ones.

Seriously, I’m becoming a sycophant and it’s sad really… I should just sniff and think “meh” but um… I can’t because you just capture love and humor and schmoop well, and there are like a handful of authors who really get them all together and do it right…
So thank you.

SUN.