I really don't know how I managed to concentrate on the rest of the story when you start with toppy!Justin. Took me half hour at least to get to the next part. I don't dare go back to reread or you won't get any feedback for another two hours. ;)
“I can’t even explain what it is about fucking him that makes me feel like I’m seventeen again, and totally in over my head. Maybe it was the sense that I was barely in control of the fuck, or even of my own response, and that I had to find some way to be in control every minute of it. Much as I like reading pure, physical sex scenes, for me, what makes it stand out is when there is some emotional input or something other than just the physical description going on. I guess that makes me totally girly, but still. I can't believe that men totally turn off their brains every time they have sex so it's nice to know what's going on in their heads too. It makes sense that toppy!Justin feels this way about the lack of control. He's so much more emotional than Brian and that must spill over into sex too. And being emotional = being less in control of yourself on some level.
“I felt like my heart was going to break open and pour over him. OK....my eyes clouded over here. I love the way you said that. Beautiful.
“He cleared his throat and turned his lips inward and did all the things Brian does when he’s about to make a huge emotional commitment like ask you to go have a cup of coffee at the diner with him . LOL. For me, what makes a good story cross over into a brilliant story is its ability to get me to feel many different emotions in such a short space of time. I like a good cry occasionally; I like humor a lot. But best of all, I like to laugh through the tears. God.......such a sop!
“that wasn’t a decision I wanted him to make when he’d almost twisted the steering wheel off with anxiety just asking me to call him on the fucking phone . And it's my favorite type of humor.....understated sarcasm so in character for B/J.
“I also see that Justin is 23 years old and has his whole life ahead of him and that no one stays with the person they were in love with when they were 17 years old!” I never really understood what people had against Lindsay (and admittedly I'm a newbie and only watched S4 & 5 once so maybe I missed something). What she stated here is exactly how I would have seen the situation too in her position. I could understand her encouraging him to go to NY. As we've seen, it didn't have to mean the end of his relationship with Brian. It was important for Justin to experience every opportunity he was given though.....otherwise it might have led to resentment down the road.
“And you want me to not expect you to say you love me unless there's a bomb involved. LOL again. I'm thinking I should do a cathartic journal entry about identifying with Brian on the voicing "I love you" issue. I'd been married at least five years before I ever said it out loud. :/ ;)
“Besides, it would be easier for Brian to blow Justin while he drove without me and Lindz and the kids watching . LOL. Can't get enough of Melanie's snark.
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“I can’t even explain what it is about fucking him that makes me feel like I’m seventeen again, and totally in over my head. Maybe it was the sense that I was barely in control of the fuck, or even of my own response, and that I had to find some way to be in control every minute of it.
Much as I like reading pure, physical sex scenes, for me, what makes it stand out is when there is some emotional input or something other than just the physical description going on. I guess that makes me totally girly, but still. I can't believe that men totally turn off their brains every time they have sex so it's nice to know what's going on in their heads too.
It makes sense that toppy!Justin feels this way about the lack of control. He's so much more emotional than Brian and that must spill over into sex too. And being emotional = being less in control of yourself on some level.
“I felt like my heart was going to break open and pour over him.
OK....my eyes clouded over here. I love the way you said that. Beautiful.
“He cleared his throat and turned his lips inward and did all the things Brian does when he’s about to make a huge emotional commitment like ask you to go have a cup of coffee at the diner with him .
LOL. For me, what makes a good story cross over into a brilliant story is its ability to get me to feel many different emotions in such a short space of time. I like a good cry occasionally; I like humor a lot. But best of all, I like to laugh through the tears. God.......such a sop!
“that wasn’t a decision I wanted him to make when he’d almost twisted the steering wheel off with anxiety just asking me to call him on the fucking phone .
And it's my favorite type of humor.....understated sarcasm so in character for B/J.
“I also see that Justin is 23 years old and has his whole life ahead of him and that no one stays with the person they were in love with when they were 17 years old!”
I never really understood what people had against Lindsay (and admittedly I'm a newbie and only watched S4 & 5 once so maybe I missed something). What she stated here is exactly how I would have seen the situation too in her position. I could understand her encouraging him to go to NY. As we've seen, it didn't have to mean the end of his relationship with Brian. It was important for Justin to experience every opportunity he was given though.....otherwise it might have led to resentment down the road.
“And you want me to not expect you to say you love me unless there's a bomb involved.
LOL again. I'm thinking I should do a cathartic journal entry about identifying with Brian on the voicing "I love you" issue. I'd been married at least five years before I ever said it out loud. :/ ;)
“Besides, it would be easier for Brian to blow Justin while he drove without me and Lindz and the kids watching .
LOL. Can't get enough of Melanie's snark.